So im post surgery and David and I still have not had sex so not luck nor blessing in the baby making dept. However Im still holding on to faith because God has done some things in stranger ways, so IM holding on to what ever God's going to do in my life and I dont know how he is going to make his pomise happen but not my bussiness to worry about it Im just going to bless, praise, thanks and glorify his name until it happens and when that day comes and the doctor says, you are prego I will love God even more than I do know if thats possiable and I will bless, praise, thanks,and glorify his name and make his name known through my story. It didn't come easy like most of my co-worker they just dream of having a baby and it happens.
One of my co-workers struggled but now she is having twin boys Im happy for her it just makes me sad to wondering when God, when are you going to bless me? Im waiting and waiting and still holdin on to faith, some people would ask how long do you hold on to faith and I say, until God bless me am going to hold on to him and even then am never letting go, I love him, he has done so much in my life in my short 33 years I have been on earth, thats a fact. I just love him.FAITH
