Dec 22,2010

Laying here on the couch with this bad cough and not really feeling good. Im also thinking I have fell into depression and it's all surrounding the thought of having or better yet not having Emmagrace. I dont feel like God is over depression so I just need to pray my self out of it and get over the fact god has not answered my prayers. Anyways I also feel like David is hiding something from me Im not sure what it is but i know it has something to do with a another female I mean doesnt it always. Lord make me over let me not Judge or be in this sad mood because of my unanswered prayers. I love you and thank you in advance for Emmagrace.