Even Still

Yes, faith is something am still holding on to for my twin girls. It was cute we went out to eat with the Lunkins and I was teasing Kayle about been our girls Church Nanny and am sure she would not mind at all. Besides we have a whole group of youth that will love to help. SO at church we have a lot of support and if things go to Gods plan and I get prego in Sep I will have the girls in June so am off two months with them, even if I don’t get prego in Sep but find out am prego in Sep like for example if am prego now as we speak even though I cant almost swear that am not but IF big if I am I would have them in April and then be off work for 6 weeks summer would start after I get off of leave so I will be home so that’s why am really praying and having faith that this season will be the one I get prego in. I can’t wait to make God’s name known about this. Man it’s going to be a miracle because how man I can’t explain in words really. Like when I find out in Sep am going to be over joyed like I know that he can do it, I believe that he will do it, but the thought of him proving him self that he is a man of his word, and that he truly did speak through Alexis is almost to much to handle like what do you say. Like this is nothing but faith really it is and there is no way around. When I share this with people they can’t talk me into believing it was David and I and God had nothing to do with it, they can’t make me believe that this was just timing that God really didn’t speak through her, They can’t EVER tell me God is not a man of his word cause am going to have proof. I know the prayer I prayed, I know what I was told God told her to tell me, I know the scripture and now I have two girls growing inside me, You Explain the reason behind it, can you really find a reason out side of God. I didn’t take any meds. No doctors made my eggs change NOTHING but faith so God is the reason and I can’t wait to make his name known, Am going to tell everyone just like we suppose to be sharing his name now. Everyone in the doc office is going to know it’s God, everyone at work is going to know it’s God, you know how people can’t help but touch a woman's belly everyone asking to touch is going to get the story. Can I touch your belly? Sure, it’s a miracle I got prego with lots of faith. Yes sex with my husband but I have been having sex with him without faith for four years and a year with faith here we are and with twins that’s what I prayed for. People will ask and I will tell them:

Psalms 7:4 “…And He shall give you the desires of your heart”.

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” (Hebrew 11:1).

Father, I come to you with my heart of faith about Madison and Morgan, I know that you are a Man of your word and I know your power to make all things happen you are the only who that can give life and I thank you and praise you for our twins and my heart is over Joyed. If you decided not to honor Sep giving me twins please PLEASE keep my faith, attitude in check let me not stop believing cause am sure you will have a reason not to bless me with Twins and I thank you but you did promise me its in your will for me to have more babies so please be a man of your word on that, am just asking for Twins cause your word said you will give us the desires of our heart and you know my heart, so thank you, I love you...Also Lord, please give Rev.Hicks strength Lord and let us all be blessed this convention let your spirit fall on all the Youth and I really lift up Davinte Lord please touch his body, mind and Soul Lord please. Father God touch his heart Lord Break him father break him down, In Jesus name.