Friday, June 24, 2011

Deal Breaker

Father,
     Lord, how can this be. After I asked you for something solid, something real you then sent me what I feel and thought was a word from you. How else could this young lady know those things of me. Surely Sis. Lunkin is not playing a Joke or trying to be dis honest. So with that been said surly this was a true word from you and now that I feel in my heart that it was and is to come.How? How will it to come in Sep when David still get all botheared by it. Father, having Morgan and Madison is so deer to my heart, you know that right? My husband is still having issue about it. First he and I agreed and then 18 year old child came and changed his mind and he let her because he miss so much of her life she thinks we shouldn't have kids and he agree but would never tell me his true feeling about it because he knows he agreed with me and know he let her change his mind. Father this is a deal breaker. If David can't get back on the wagon with me on this then we should no longer be married. Jesus it was you that said,
“Is it lawful for a MAN to divorce...” (Matthew 19:3).
Therefore what God has joined together, let no MAN put asunder [ apart ]” (Matthew 19:6b).
Father, he has allowed another asunder and his daughter is it so father I know you said it is unlawful for us to divorce unless cheating, but cheating can also be a man or woman putting someone above there spouse right? So with this can I leave because I want to be married to someone that is will and HAPPY to share a marriage with me, and want to make something that is a part of the two of us ( a Child). Father, I hear your word and I take it but I need you to tell me what to do from here. I'm sad and I want a baby, you have promised me with more kids and I just don't know how you going to make this happen when David thinks the way that he does.
Madison and Morgan I want you more than my word can express and am praying and faithing you to come to my belly soon. You dad is having a little bit of a issue with you coming but through God we can do all things and God can turn the worse around and make it perfect. Make it in our favor. So God I ask you right now to touch my husbands heart let him see that babies are a gift from you, ahow him that he can't allow kids to make our choices and that we married each other. Father, I ask that you keep your promise about Sep and that you see it fit to carrying on to happen. Father- I lay at your feet asking you of this gift of twin girls and I believe in my heart that all things are possible. You said .

Matthew 17:20 King James Version (KJV)

 20And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

So father, I'm taking your words to heart and trusting that you are a man of your word. Your word in my heart is law and solid and real. Father in your name let it be done.

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