Tomorrow is the day I go to the doctor. The day I feel like my life is in their hands and out mind. I'm not my own my body is the Lord's. But why do I feel like it's the Man's. The man I pay to take this life away. I feel like a kid and all I want to do is crawl in my fathers lap and sleep. Sleep makes everything ok. Laying in his lap make things alright. Jesus the truth is am worried. I worried about what the out come may be. Im so desperatly trying to trust you and lean not unto my own understanding. I don't want my body left up to man to say what my future shall hold. I want to make your name known through this road am on but I feel so lost Lord.
Father, please take me by the hand and lead me to your arms. Never let me go. Keep me near. Draw me closer Lord, I lay all my worry, fear and tears at your feet, you are my every desire, nothing in this world matters or will do, your the only one I want to hear say my name. Lord, your my hearts beat, your my vocie weap, I need you more than you can ever dream. I need you to walk with me. Come in front of me and be the doctors hands, eyes and ears. Father, let your will be done and asking you to allow the fiboriods to be gone. I lay my life in your hands because God am not my own, I am not man's but I am yours and this is your body and I thank you for 33 great years you have allowed me to have this body am sorry I didn't take care of it like I should have in the past but if you could please have mearcy on me and bless me with my Twins.. Father, I 'm trusting in your promise.
Lord, this struggle am going through is all about you and your glory. It's about making your name known. I don't want to walk in front of you, nor the side. I want to step where you have stepped and I want to move in line with your will for my life, please open my eyes to see what you have me to see and need to see. I want to see you in this struggle Lord and I want to see your will for my life. Thank you Lord.
People that is out there reading please keep me in your prayers tomorrow at 11am. PLease and thank you. I trust that prayer changes the out come of things.Lord, Take over......
Father, please take me by the hand and lead me to your arms. Never let me go. Keep me near. Draw me closer Lord, I lay all my worry, fear and tears at your feet, you are my every desire, nothing in this world matters or will do, your the only one I want to hear say my name. Lord, your my hearts beat, your my vocie weap, I need you more than you can ever dream. I need you to walk with me. Come in front of me and be the doctors hands, eyes and ears. Father, let your will be done and asking you to allow the fiboriods to be gone. I lay my life in your hands because God am not my own, I am not man's but I am yours and this is your body and I thank you for 33 great years you have allowed me to have this body am sorry I didn't take care of it like I should have in the past but if you could please have mearcy on me and bless me with my Twins.. Father, I 'm trusting in your promise.
Lord, this struggle am going through is all about you and your glory. It's about making your name known. I don't want to walk in front of you, nor the side. I want to step where you have stepped and I want to move in line with your will for my life, please open my eyes to see what you have me to see and need to see. I want to see you in this struggle Lord and I want to see your will for my life. Thank you Lord.
People that is out there reading please keep me in your prayers tomorrow at 11am. PLease and thank you. I trust that prayer changes the out come of things.Lord, Take over......
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