
There are so much pain in my heart and in my soul. I lay it all down at the feet of Jesus. Father God this desire of having more babies lays heavy on my heart and it makes it even harder when David tells me that he desires the same as I do but act and tell everyone else some that is no where near of what he tells me. God this cant be it for my life it has to be more tell me I married the wrong man because we want two different things even spiritually lord, I desire been a youth leader and becoming a youth pastor David just desire been in Sis.Holmes eyes and class nothing more . I don't know if anymore but I do know how he acts when it comes toward her.I'M done Lord I want more I should of stayed single and found a man in Christ gospel Church I wish and pray I should of waited maybe that's the issue this marriage is not blessed,
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